| Location | Nottingham |
| Age | 56 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 28/06/1950 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,448 since 10/10/2008 |
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my mum was such a fun loving outspoken woman who worked as a care assistant/auxillary nurse for 20 years she loved her job.she raised money for charity she even got the elderly up dancing at the home where she worked.she had them playing bingo and she did raffle tickets.thats was my mum always putting everyone first before herself.my mum is my life it gets harder and harder each day to cope without her being here with me.i have lost my mum,my world,my everything,my best friend ,my soulmate how do you move on from that i can't seem to find any way of easing my pain.mums trouble started with pains in her side she went to the doctors they sent her for further tests,she got a hospital appointment through the post for a scan and further tests.so her date arrived and she went to the hospital i went with her and so did my partner.well we discovered she had hundreds of gallstones so we went home and she awaited a further appointment for her operation.mum was very nervous she has never had a operation before infact it was very rare mum got ill.five months later she got a date through it was for 09/10/06 mum was getting even more worried and nervous i was trying to re-assure her that if she didnt want to go through with it and it didnt feel right then she didnt have to go through with it just make another appointment.she took a deep breath "no babe i'll be ok i promise" she gave me that beautiful smile of hers as if too say stop worrying that was the last time i saw her for 7 hours. The gallstone op had gone wrong they cut her bile duct and she leaked bile all through her body it was slowly poisoning her.they managed to flush her out she ended up having three operations to correct the first operation she slowly started to recover she even ended up on intensive care unit for 6 days went back on the ward and was released 2 weeks later she spent weeks in hospital before she was discharged.we got over christmas but for some reason she wasnt herself my mum wasnt her usual self.she began to suffer really bad back pains again the doctor said oh its just a virus gave her anti-biotics sent her home.it came to a sunday she had gone a funny color her tongue had gone black something wasnt right at all.i told my dad to take her to the hospital to get her checked over they thought she had a abcess on her liver....it wasnt a abcess it was secondary liver cancer which also meant it started somewhere else first it had started in the pancreas it was the size of a tennis ball it was dorment until she had a bile duct leak it triggered the cancer off which meant she had it growing for at least 2 years but because she had the leak it boosted it.i demanded she went home when the told us she ad 6/9 months to live and that there was nothing else they could do.i didnt want my mum to die in hospital she wanted to be at home with us her family who love her.she went home she had nurses round 3 times a day to sort out her medication.i refused macmillan nurses i wanted to look after her myself she brought me into this world and loved me and cared for me it was my turn to look after her and care for her.i gave her bedbaths to make sure she didnt get bed sores i wouldnt let no-one else bathe her i needed to keep her dignity.then she deteriorated by the day.she was given 6/9 months to live she lasted 7 weeks i watched my mummy die she was 56 years old my life will never be the same.i just want to know if she's ok i miss her so much she is my angel.
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THE BROKEN HEART FEELS PAIN
I have always thought that a Broken heart
Was just a figure of speech
That the heart doesn’t truly break,
It’s just the words we speak.
And then my loved one went away,
Up to the Heaven’s to stay
I found that heartbreak was no lie,
My heart truly felt the pain!
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ṨẂἝἝҬ ƉȒἝᾋṂṨ
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SOME NIGHTS.......
SOME NIGHTS IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO EVEN SLEEP
MY EYES ARE SO SORE FROM THE TEARS I WEEP
I LOOK TO THE SKIES I SEARCH FOR A STAR
EACH ONE LOOKS SO CLOSE YET IT IS SO FAR
THE LIGHT THAT SHINES HELPS TO BRING COMFORT MY WAY
I STARE AT THE STAR UNTIL NIGHT TURNS TO DAY
TEARS UPON MY PILLOW THAT NEVER SEEM TO DRY
HAS I WATCH MY STAR FADE FROM THE SKY
A NEW DAWN BREAKS I WONDER WHY I AM STILL HERE
ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER YEAR
TIME HAS PASSED I NEVER EVEN NOTICED IT GO BY
I TURN MY HEAD TOWARDS MY PILLOW ONCE AGAIN I CRY
A MILLION TIMES I HAVE CALLED OUT YOUR NAME
MY HEART IS FULL OF SORROW SO FULL OF PAIN
JUST WAITING FOR THE TIME THAT I SHALL SEE YOU ONCE MORE
WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE CALLING ME TO HEAVENS DOOR.....
my beautiful mummy
another year without you mum love you soo much mum sarah died yesterday can you wrap ur angel wings around her and comfort her keep her safe love u loads and miss u so much bbz xxx
ღ ღ ღ Love to all Beautiful Angles ღ ღ ღ
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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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merry xmas mum
well its yet another sad year mummy without you its been 3 years almost 4 years since you had to become an angel and it gets harder and harder each waking moment people say it gets easier as the years go by...well i can honestly disagree it dosnt....it gets harder b'cause the realisation becomes more real!!!!
it means its another day without you another tear i cry another ache in my heart,,,,,i love you so much its killing me to be without you if i was to be told 10 years ago that this was going to happen i would of done more things said more things and i would of done everything in my power to change it so you could be sat here with me telling me to get myself sorted out and you would of walked me down the aisle when i got married but i told you everyday i loved you in my 33 years i were born there wasnt a day that went by that i never told you i love you.....20 times etc some days if not more and my love has never changed and never will if anything it gets stronger and even more stronger.....i love you mum soo very much please guide me and point me in the right direction b'cause some days i feel like taking the wrong road but then i look in my daughters eyes and my husbands heart and i see you smiling blowing me a kiss telling me im strong and one day we will be together again but not yet...love you mummy forever.xxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY 60TH BIRTHDAY MUMMY
happy 60th mum,god i wish i was throwing u a big party instead of trying to get through today wiv strength...love u so much my angel always...i love u more today...xxxxxx
i miss you mummy.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY NEW YEAR (2010)
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my angel
to my dearest beloved mum, 2 years today babe and my pain is still as raw as the day you went to the angels i love and miss you so very much there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think abt you love you mum always
your still heartbroken daughter tasha.xxxx
almost 2 years mum
♰ my dearest mum,
its almost been 2 years since you left to become an angel my pain is just as hard as it was the day you had to go i love you mum and i miss you so much my life is incomplete without you but i live it in memory of you!!
im training at the moment to do race for life in memory of you to raise money for cancer research i hope u r proud of me still
love you so much mummy
too infinity and beyond.xxxxxxxxx
i love you mum.xx
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